I was tired from work that day she has a very bad one as well. After dinner with the rest of the family, I went upstairs to our living room to watch the Buletin Utama. Then came my wife with a white and blue stick with a plus sign on it. Ya, it's positive that she's pregnant. For a few minute I'm out of word, total silence. Like I said earlier I don't know how to react. Being a father is totally not on my todo list. YET.
I'm fairly certain she is pregnant, as all the symptoms seem to be developing as she always complaining about tiredness, bloated stomach and the missing period. Plus, my wife always telling me that she think she's pregnant, the motherly instinct seem to be starting i guess.

Yes all the symptoms of pregnancy have started. But my wife always afraid to take the pregnancy test. Every time I suggested to take the test she always replied back "tamauuu".

So anyway, the test has been done, the stick, ahem, wetted, and the plus sign had appeared. It's not that I don't want it to be 'plus', please don't misunderstand me. It's just that, well, I'm a man of the family, a leader of our small family of course . I'm not sure if I'm ready for all the responsibilities yet. Well I know it'll grow on me and I'll eventually could manage it well.

Next step, get myself fully loaded with the information my wife need. About the pregnancy, about the baby, about her, about us, about everything.

Welcome to the fatherhood journey!

Hujambo (with thick Swahili accent, and it means hello)! So this is my first attempt at blogging after sometime so bear with me. My wife has just break the news and I'm not sure how to reach. I thought that it might be hard for both of us but so far so good. Despite the mix feeling that we have about the pregnancy, I decided to set up a blog for the hell of it to see how it'll go along.